Guys, I already tried to save face by admitting that I didn't realize Sandere was so war like! It was my bad, you already proved it to me.... sorry I felt bad when you called out stupidity to those who think sanders is a peace candidate... I was ignorant, not stupid.. Again I'm saving face here, not admitting I'm stupid. I'm actually one of the best debators I've met as well my entire social circle... Doesn't mean I'm not prone to error and I never debate much on this forum simply due to agreeing so much with you all. I used to debate you guys about Israel UNTIL YOU SHOWED ME THE LIGHT (I was a neocon before 08 Ron Paul slowly but surely turned me into a full blow libertarian-the right leaning variety... So I used to support Israel on this site, but now I resent the hell out of Israel)... However I only extend that credit to this site. There is a plethora of BRAIN DEAD IDIOT IDEOLOGUES ON (the late) DailyPaul/"PopLib" who are just as dogmatic n closed minded as boobus Americanus neocon Hannity watching voters.... I'm near personal friends with Michael Medved (at least acquaintances, he knows me by face and name n have met several times in person) after being his most frequent caller over the last 10+ years (he is by far as the best neocon debater among mainstream conservative political pundits.. He used to whoop me.. For those who listen frequently you know A, he hardly ever loses debate, B, I'm "Lucas from Seattle-friend of the show") and I haven't lost a debate with him in over 6 years (well maybe 1-3xs out of 50 calls)... I've whooped Lars Larson 3xs of 3 calls n won't take my calls any more... I've been invited to do segmented debates with black nationalists Tariq Nasheed and Dr Umar Johnson etc....
This self defense post is petty, unnecessary n silly I know, i just don't take being called stupid lightly (I'm not resentful out of spite, I'm just proud of my intellectual, non emotional, rational mindset and want to be taken seriously) even though I could tell it wasn't personal...
Now I admit I should n probably will vote 3rd party like I did in 2012 after Ron dropped out. But I admit my words about voting for Bernie was emotional because I'm angry. On paper Cruz is solid (cummon he was against NDAA n regime change votes) BUT his spineless opportunism made me not trust him UNLESS he selects Rand Paul as VP.... Unlikely I know.... Even tho I am solid libertarian, if I'm forced to choose, I'd rather spend bankruptcy crushing debt money AT HOME or over seas killing humans to make an evil corporate elite rich, I'll choose domestic spending... But I just feel if a Bernie was elected, that may give Rand a chance in 4 years. If a neocon republican is voted in, Rand won't have another chance until he is his dad's age in 2012... All I know is without Rand as the VP, shit looks pretty bleak all around n I may just have to quit caring about politics n start some self help n self improvement hobbies lol... I'm an avid meditator (I do Buddhist Sadhanas as well as Transcendental Meditation twice a day AND THE LAST 3 DAYS HAVE BEEN THE MOST DIFFICULT DAYS OF MEDITATION IVE HAD! In other words I'm so stressed n upset that I can't enter the meditational "trance state" (called "samadhi" in sanskrit... It's the state that u need to be considered effective meditation)! That's pretty bad. Meditation is supposed to make me "let go" but if I can't even go into the "trance state" then I'm essentially "just sitting" with hardly any benefit. That's rare experience for me so shit is REALLY bothering me to my core:-/