Thanks Bossman,
That's a powerful story. I'm so glad I refused the Hep B. I didn't even really research it before hand but I almost felt angry when they asked me within minutes of him being born if I wanted them to go ahead and give the Hep B shot. I felt like saying "are you out of your goddamn mind, he is a premature infant with a low apgar score, not a promiscuous drug addict". It was almost like they were asking me if I wanted to go ahead and give him an AIDS vaccine or go ahead and remove his testicles to prevent him from getting prostate cancer or something. I got the feeling that the nurse actually agreed with me because she didn't seemed too thrilled to give it to him. She was a great nurse though and a natural birthing medula on the side. I don't know if I could ever forgive myself if I harmed that child by allowing him to be injected with something that already makes me very uneasy and am highly skeptical of. Even more so than if he contracted an illness by chance, as bad as that would be as well. If we choose to not vaccinate we will need to find another pediatrician who will accept him.