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these last 2 weeks have completely blackpilled me on “the left”. even after 10 years of covering their antics, “woke” slop etc.
i am not “leaving the left” i still have all my economic left positions, i am quintessentially a 2015 berniebro, a huey long disciple, for strong social safety nets, workers rights etc that hasnt changed and only has gotten stronger with time. i side with them on things like Israel & war in general. but is that even what left is nowadays? i dont know.
looking around, socially, *personally*, on a human level, if this is what the left is i am not left. for the first time in a decade i truly do not want to be grouped in with these people. it is now very clear we live in completely different realities with different morals. from the insane, bizarre reaction to the murder of an innocent woman on a train reflexively getting madder about people being mad about it than the actual murder, dismissing people’s very real concerns about a dying decaying society to “well thats just living in a city, chud!” “car accidents are more common!” to celebrating the gruesome murder of a husband, father, just a guy. not a politician, not a CEO- a fucking guy. for having normiecon campus conservative coworker politics. for the crime of not being a liberal, not believing in the current thing.
it is clear how they reacted about charlie is how they would react about me, my friends, my family, any of you, your friends, your family that have ever stepped out of line of the nebulous ever changing definition of “progressive”, anyone who has ever been called a “nazi” for the stupidest shit in the last 10+ years. charlie was staunchly right wing, but remember, none of you are pure enough. many things have made me feel this way over the years (dnc fucking bernie twice, covid lockdowns, trucker protest, being lied to about kyle rittenhouse and believing it like a moron, drag kid shit, being gaslit with the balenciaga “drama”, realizing “adults should be able to do what they want” is becoming a fascist belief, the “bike karen” lie, how they wanted Daniel Penny’s head for doing the exact community policing they talked about wanting, i can go on) but this week in particular has been eye opening.
posting videos and pictures of charlie’s wife and young kids will not move them because they cannot relate and never will. they are atomized bug people who hate their families and themselves. the unfortunate product of modern society. they are miserable evil human beings and i owe many people many apologies for ever thinking otherwise. maybe i will calm down, but i couldnt sleep, but i am absolutely demoralized and blackpilled beyond belief. i do not want my child growing up in a world like this. sick evil shit.