I wasn't asking for eloquence. I want to know how you feel and think differently.
I hope you don't mind me butting in, but I've only been Orthodox for a year so I can offer some perspective.
At the church where we were members 15 years ago, there was a supplemental "hymnal" which was all praise band style songs. The type of thing young folks like then-me were supposed to be into.
The songs were all alphabetically organized in the book, and the largest section was the "I" section.
I don't even remember the names of the songs, but they all started "I want", "I love", "I yearn", et cetera.
And ever since I was young, it irritated me that the confession at LCMS churches switched in the early 1980s from using first person pronouns to third person. So "I confess" turned into "We confess". Leaving aside the discussion of the absurdity of confessing sinfulness as a group... the point is in my lifetime I saw the confession start using plural pronouns, and I saw hymns reduced to smarmy emotions like "I wanna be Jesus' buddy". The teeth were pulled out of sin, and the glory was pulled out of the liturgy.
My answer is, I don't think and feel differently. I found a group that is capable of approaching Christianity as if we're adults. Which doesn't dumb down anything for visitors because we assume they're adults, too. Which doesn't dumb anything down for children, because they will eventually be adults.
I guess the biggest difference for me is... I actually have friends at church. Every negative thing that I used to have stabbing me in the face every Sunday is gone. One thing was not knowing whether the person I was talking to at church was... well, serious. Whether it was someone who believed something, or was just champing at the bit for the next voters' assembly where the next big innovation in praise band worship was really going to take him to new levels of enthusiastic euphoria.
I still catch myself looking at these people I've known for a year now and thinking "You, who are supposed to be a fellow branch of Christ's vine: am I going to have to break off all contact with you at some point?" And the answer keeps coming up no.
Coming from an Anglican perspective, I think you can envision how... liberating that would be.