Demoralized
Thirty minutes in, I began to cry.
Hard to pinpoint the particular emotion that brought it on, mostly anger...but it was a feeling of sheer desperation and hopelessness. Like a newborn, I sat watching Ron up there and could do absolutely nothing about it.
How has he gone on this long without losing his cool?
Beyond me...
It saddens me, too. I had a dream last night I was arguing foreign policy with McCain (and I woke up with a terrible kink in my neck from the stress of it all)! Got up, read the usual 'Paul is a loon, Paul should not be at any more debates' bs.
Drove the kids to their
charter schools, and while listening to Mike Church vehemently defend Paul, and take the 4th Estate and the establishment to task, I started crying.
I am utterly demoralized (not by Paul, because he has come so far despite the MSM blackout and the abuse he, and the millions of people who support him, take from it, the other candidates and the GOP) but for this crumbling Republic and its denizens' dumb and deaf ears. I fear for the future of this country, because of the enemy within it, not because of some small group of rock throwing, backward, fanatical barbarians in the ME.
This country is going to hell in a hand basket and it feels like Paul is the only one refusing to help them all carry it.
His best moment of the campaign was last night when he called McRomney out on their silliness and laid out his foreign policy position and called for a debate on that. I hope and pray the electorate was listening.
Mike has a great essay up today on his website:
You'll speak when spoken to sir!
To make myself feel better, I will make some Calls 4 Paul today. Tonight, I'm going to get good and drunk.