I have to admit that I gave up a couple of months ago, and I haven't visited these boards in quite a while. Your post was one of the first ones I read coming back just now, and it made me feel a lot more positive about the long term outcome of this "war", and motivated to start making at least some kind of effort again. It is people like you, who keep going relentlessly against all odds, that are the driving forces behind every positive in history. I know you and I don't know each other, that we will probably never meet, and that even the chance of there being another direct personal comment between us on these boards is very small; but for what it's worth, I feel proud that people like you are fighting for this cause. I think in the end, the future for your children will be very bright.