Ok, time to get this off my chest. I've had a crush on a forum member for a while now and I think today the day I finally tell this person the way I truly feel. Even though we've never met and only chatted in the chat room, I always had a thing for this person. Even BEFORE I saw their beautiful face on webcam. I like to think we hit it off pretty good for a while and this person always makes me laugh and I like to think I return the favor now and then.
Either way, I think we have pretty darn good chemistry.
It may sound cliche buuuuuuut, not a day goes by where I don't think about this person and in someways it motivates me to do what I do everyday in my field. From what I can gather, this person is single and if I'm wrong I apologize - I don't mean to butt-in to anyones relationship. I'm not sure how we'd work things out, but I'm willing to if you are...
I don't have a poem or a song, I'm not that creative so I can only speak my mind. I admit I do daydream about you all the time. How a future with the both of us would be like. The hugs, the snuffles, the games we'd play and the family we could build. What can I say? Good people are meant to be day dreamed about. Even while writing this I get lil butterflies in my stomach, not knowing how you will react when you read this.
For the past few months I thought over and over how I would explain this without coming off as a creep but concluded the only way to say something about someone you care deeply about is just to say it from the heart. Here's hoping you feel the same about me too. And if not, that's okay too. We can go back to being friends and not a beat will be skipped, I guarantee it! I hope it doesn't change anything between us either, our friendship is really important to me. And well if you've even gotten this far into reading my lil note - thanks. So... How about it
Jeremy iGGz Gage? Give me a chance?