As a clerical note, I believe my original post was interpreted by some as me saying "I'm sad we will only get 3rd". I meant to say I thought 1st & 2nd seem impossible, and 3rd seems unlikely. Also, I appreciate the user who did the math showing a 3rd place finish may only need the 3 or 4 people I have talked to that may vote RP in my precinct.
Some other things I've thought about:
1. Cold calling has been the hardest thing I've ever done.
2. I have grown upset with the official campaign without realizing it. I've donated significant money to them, but have built this clearly irrational psychological wall against paying $24 to buy yard signs (from rp2008.com store). I've asked the head of the meetup group and head of the Iowa GOP campaign (drew) with no luck. I live near the busiest intersection in Cedar Rapids. What a strange thing that I have spent so many hours on this, but have not paid $24 for some yard signs. It is probably some sort of selfish anger or childish need for recognition. I'm not sure, but I just realized how absurd it is.
3. I have grown slightly annoyed with some of the ronpaulforums users with x,xxx posts who I suspect have done nothing on the ground and are sort of like groupies. I guess groupies are okay. They should just not pretend like they are in the band.
4. I'm also annoyed with all the irrational arguments pro-lifers PM me about why abortion is wrong (I've been debating it in the hot-topics forum). Most of the pro-lifers have rational arguments (that I disagree with), but there is this significant contingency of RP supporters who hold onto logic that would make a 4th grader pee his pants laughing. It just disheartens me and I can only hope they are in middle school or something.
5. I'm kind of disappointed my site pledgeforpaul.com has tapered off. I was hoping it would get more use.
6. Voicing my concerns and skepticism has been helpful. I feel refreshed. Thanks, Forums.