I want to make my mark... I want to go... get me great opportunities and can get me places. I think... I want... I have a lot of expectations for me. I always have had high standards for me. I don't know if this will be my ultimate downfall if I'm not open to other choices. I will apply to backup schools. I just would absolutely be thrilled if I could get into Ivy League. I personally believe I can do it. I would be more surprised if I didn't get in. I'm not trying to sound conceited I'm just really looking forward to the next 10 years as far as education is concerned. I just hope nothing interrupts it like war or something else equally terrible.
Having obtained my degree in english lit., lemme recommend you work on relating to other people, both in real life and writing style.
That said, imo, ditch college for a few semesters and go to trade skill. Learn how to do something useful (besides pontificating over your own greatness) that relates to your desired field of study (science is it? try some flavor of "process technology"), get a job and get your foot in the door somewhere industry wise. Forget riding in on the coattails of the king, stand on your own merits, abilities and work ethic.
Three benefits of this approach
1) If through unforseen circumstances you find yourself out in the street somewhere between your sophomore and junior years, then you will be able to find--in fact, probably already have--a real job that pays you enough to eat, work and pay rent all at the same time.
"Some college" looks like shite on a resume.
2) Keep your chin up on the job, show up on time (everyday) wearing a smile on your face, and your employer might keep you around long enough to qualify for some sort of tuition reimbursement program to intice you to stick around.
3) More often than not, any company that you work for will be a bureaucratic nightmare full of middle-management types more concerned with covering their own asses and protecting their "hard-earned" right to sit around and do f* all toward increasing productivity. Knowing this, expect that you will find being the guy covering his ass w/ underlings vastly preferable to being the underling he does it with. The sooner you get to work on becoming that guy, the better off you will be.
All that said, keep up the hard work, chase you dreams, live long, prosper and all that jazz.