Can I ask a question here? And please believe me when I say that I am being completely serious here. Palm, are you a pathological liar?
You claim you are unemployed and on food stamps, but yet you have turned down jobs before? Long term jobs?
You claim that you got all A's and B's in school, but yet your writing shows a lack of a basic literary structure?
You claim that you got an interview in a marketing position, but yet you do not have the aforementioned skills required to write with proper grammar.
You claim that you are poor, and have nothing, but yet you claim that you do not need the food stamps, and you give them away.
If you are not a pathological liar, then excuse me. But then that means you must be the luckiest man alive.
Did you seriously turn down a long term job, that would be paying you REAL money? So you can go an work at an internship for free, with the possibility that you might one day make some money?
I am sorry, but I am face palming here. I busted my butt looking for a job, and never turned ANYTHING down (I sold vacuum cleaners for goodness sake) and I never once complained about it being someone else's fault, nor did I ever once take unemployment. I kept chugging along, and I got a pretty sweet job now, because of the work that I put into life. And I am proud of my job. But you sit there and turn down jobs (Also, pro tip, if you take a job and leave in the summer time to do your internship I guarantee you that employers will hardly consider you for their job in the future. No one wants an employee that will bounce around).
I mean look. I am a diabetic, and I need to make sure that I am going to be able to take care of myself and buy my medications. But I never took government handouts. Ever. I would rather beg on the streets before accepting government handouts. I plan to quit my job shortly (by shortly meaning in the next year or so) to try my luck at starting up my own business. THAT son is success and the American way. Not accepting handouts and crying a moaning that you have it hard. Yeah you were abused as a child, that sucks and I am deeply sorry that you happened. But move on. Do not EVER say that you had a hard life and that is why you are the way you are. My mother starved most days because her father was a drunk that would spend money on beer for himself than food for her. Did she ever cry and whine about that and use it as an excuse? No. She said this is what I will NEVER be, and made a better life for herself. THAT is how you get off food stamps. You look at them, and you think "I will NEVER go back to this again" and you leave them and you start working towards a better future for yourself.
Also, this is going to go against conventional wisdom. Drop out of college. Get a job, save some money, self educate, and then go back. Because the only thing you are doing right now is racking up a lot of debt that you will NEVER pay off, which will keep you living on the publics dime for a long time.
**edit: 100th post. Like a boss

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