WilliamC
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I've posted this before but it seems to fit in this thread so at the risk of being pompous I'll repost in case anyone missed it.
Something I've long denied to myself but I know in my heart to be true
Is the presence in me of a spirit transcending my body, my mind, even you.
Why is it so hard for me to accept? Why have I fought against it for so long?
When all it wants is for me to be free and to help me find my life's song.
It entered me with my first breath it will dwell in my body until I die.
Will it continue onward then? I don't know, if so will it still be "I"?
Or am I only a moment in its infinite journey, one of many it will possess?
Just a dalliance on its eternal voyage, a brief pause in it's endless quest?
Could there be a life after this one in which it will have to atone for my sins?
Will it have to do penance for all my mistakes before it can start over again?
Does its future condition rely on my present acts and how I account for my time?
If I fail will it suffer the consequence, if I succeed will I cause it to shine?
For this spirit within is a creature of light that permeates the flesh I call me,
A cold flame burns through my body leaving behind an essence of energy.
Will the fire be extinguished when I pass away or grow dim as I become old?
Or will my death bring release from this mortal shell and let escape my soul?
In dreams I sometimes catch a glimpse for when I sleep my ego drops guard.
Unfettered at last my spirit wakes and travels to realms that are distant and far.
There I experience worlds without end I witness marvels and mysteries,
I am humbled and awed while it moves through it all in majestic lucidity.
Psychedelic molecules, keys to the mind, can unfold the wings of its perception.
While I am under their spell I see through the veil that hides truth behind deception.
For one glorious moment my spirit and I become One with the Universe,
Would that all of humanity share what I know and be blessed to live without curse.
At times I feel that I am incomplete as if it is missing a part of itself.
Could somewhere exist a mate for my soul who would bring to it untold wealth?
Why should it ever be alone in a world where it only seeks to share love?
How can we the burdens of greed and the boundries of pride rise above?
So I acknowledge my spirit and ask for its help to guide me through my life's quest.
I will pray to whatever gods may exist to forgive it should I ever transgress.
For my spirit is pure in intention even though I may be sullied with sin,
And when my life's run it's course I will have no remorse for my spirit anew will begin.
Something I've long denied to myself but I know in my heart to be true
Is the presence in me of a spirit transcending my body, my mind, even you.
Why is it so hard for me to accept? Why have I fought against it for so long?
When all it wants is for me to be free and to help me find my life's song.
It entered me with my first breath it will dwell in my body until I die.
Will it continue onward then? I don't know, if so will it still be "I"?
Or am I only a moment in its infinite journey, one of many it will possess?
Just a dalliance on its eternal voyage, a brief pause in it's endless quest?
Could there be a life after this one in which it will have to atone for my sins?
Will it have to do penance for all my mistakes before it can start over again?
Does its future condition rely on my present acts and how I account for my time?
If I fail will it suffer the consequence, if I succeed will I cause it to shine?
For this spirit within is a creature of light that permeates the flesh I call me,
A cold flame burns through my body leaving behind an essence of energy.
Will the fire be extinguished when I pass away or grow dim as I become old?
Or will my death bring release from this mortal shell and let escape my soul?
In dreams I sometimes catch a glimpse for when I sleep my ego drops guard.
Unfettered at last my spirit wakes and travels to realms that are distant and far.
There I experience worlds without end I witness marvels and mysteries,
I am humbled and awed while it moves through it all in majestic lucidity.
Psychedelic molecules, keys to the mind, can unfold the wings of its perception.
While I am under their spell I see through the veil that hides truth behind deception.
For one glorious moment my spirit and I become One with the Universe,
Would that all of humanity share what I know and be blessed to live without curse.
At times I feel that I am incomplete as if it is missing a part of itself.
Could somewhere exist a mate for my soul who would bring to it untold wealth?
Why should it ever be alone in a world where it only seeks to share love?
How can we the burdens of greed and the boundries of pride rise above?
So I acknowledge my spirit and ask for its help to guide me through my life's quest.
I will pray to whatever gods may exist to forgive it should I ever transgress.
For my spirit is pure in intention even though I may be sullied with sin,
And when my life's run it's course I will have no remorse for my spirit anew will begin.